The first time TV journalist Deborah Roberts experienced vertigo was in the late 1980s. She was on assignment with a photographer in Orlando, FL. “We were in a car speeding along, working on some story, when out of the blue I started getting these auras—almost black tunnel vision,” recalls Roberts, who at the time was bureau chief and weekend co-anchor for WFTV, ABC-TV's Orlando affiliate. “I began to feel nauseated and dizzy and was consumed by a major headache. I remember putting the seat back and thinking, ‘What is this? I've never experienced anything like this before.’”
She can't remember exactly what happened with the assignment, but over the next day or so the episode subsided. In the years after that first attack, Roberts would occasionally experience the same symptoms again—some combination of dizziness, nausea, aura (sensory disturbance like flashes of light, blind spots, tingling, or tunnel vision), disorientation, and headache—but she was determined not to let it get in her way.
“Most people know I'm pretty hard-charging and aggressive when it comes to work and getting out there, overcoming, doing whatever I need to do,” says Roberts, 63, who moved to ABC News in 1995 and is now co-anchor of the show 20/20. “I've had times when I've been in the wings, ready to step out on air, and I've had to gather myself and will myself to get through the vertigo. I've had to sit down and do in-depth interviews when I'm experiencing it or even do some type of walking shot with the interview subject when I'm feeling unsteady.”
The worst episode occurred in 2010, when Roberts went on vacation in the Bahamas with her husband, Today weather forecaster Al Roker, and their two children. “I had just been in Colorado on assignment, at high altitude, and I remember that feeling coming over me—the nausea, the queasiness, a sense of uneasiness and dizziness,” she says. “Like if you've been swimming all day and diving really deep in the pool, and at the end of the day your head feels waterlogged. I remember thinking I needed to drink a lot of water.”
Roberts flew directly from Colorado to the Bahamas and felt fine for most of the family holiday. But on the last day, she woke up and could not get out of bed. “The room was spinning. I was so nauseated, if I even sat up and tried to go to the bathroom, it felt like I would pass out. Everything was swirling, and I just wanted to close my eyes,” she says. “I think I threw up a couple of times. We were supposed to fly out late that morning, so I was panicking, Al was panicking. I literally had to lean on him to walk onto the plane to go home.”
Back in New York, Roberts consulted a doctor, who thought she might have benign paroxysmal positional vertigo (BPPV), a common inner ear disorder where head movement can bring on mild to intense dizziness. “He said there wasn't much he could do for it but suggested something called Cawthorne exercises, which can help alleviate vertigo symptoms,” says Roberts. “I did those for a while, and they seemed to help.”
Cawthorne-Cooksey exercises, named for the two medical consultants who developed them in the 1940s to treat soldiers with balance problems, are eye and head movements that were once commonly used in vestibular rehabilitation (a specialized form of physical therapy) for people with vertigo. Now a head movement called the Epley maneuver is recommended more often.
Roberts—the winner of several Emmy awards for her national and international reporting and recipient of a Peabody Award for the 20/20 special “Say Her Name: Breonna Taylor”—has not had another episode as severe as the one in the Bahamas, but the vertigo continues to come and go. “I deal with it off and on,” she says. “Sometimes it's accompanied by a bit of a migraine, but mild, not intense. For me it's almost a sulfury, grainy feeling in my head. And sometimes I'm looking down and then I look up and feel a swirling, and I think, ‘Oh, I'm coping with that again.’ It may last a week or so and go away. I've learned to deal with it.”